Okaayy ..
i guess it's time for LOST ANGEL's second post after this weak of heaven !! =D
I'll just focus on one part through chapter 4 to 10.
It was mainly about Gertie's unexpected feelings for Hilda, which were not as sisterly as Hilda thought ..
When Gertie realizes that Hilda might leave her if she knew about her feelings , she decides to hide them and just pretend everything was going on normally.
Every time Gerite's illusion that she, Hilda and Ellen were a family bond together grows, it shatters whenever Hilda's husband arrives or is even mentioned .She thinks his arrival is an unwanted intrusion.
She tried to use hilda's weak moments to pretend sympathy taking an advantage of the moment to hold or hug her.
Sometimes she tried to think about how shameful her thoughts were, but then they were uncontrollable.
It seems Hilda's husband at first noticed what Gertie was longing for but when he tried to confront Hilda , she denied everything strongly ,claiming that gertie was treating her like any loyal friend would ,until he stopped
nagging on it and he even apologized for saying so .
The question is , did Hilda's husband really believe that whatever was going on his mind about Gertie was just an imagination
or did he intentionally dismiss his thoughts in order to calm his wife .. ??
And what about the ghost like thing Hilda felt every now and then
was it something related to gertie's weird thoughts and feelings .. ??
